Oh noose, tied myself in. Tied myself too tight.

allourbones @ 2009-07-21T18:20:00

2009-07-22T01:20:16Z

i wish i had never been just a temporary fix for you.

allourbones @ 2009-07-13T21:20:00

2009-07-14T04:31:18Z

if cheating so freely is what your idea of loving someone is, then I hope I never experience all the greatness you have.

allourbones @ 2009-07-11T02:00:00

2009-07-14T04:19:39Z

Everyone's afraid of their own life
If you could be anything you want
I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right?
No one really knows the ones they love
If you knew everything they thought
I bet that you'd wish that they'd just shut up.

allourbones @ 2009-07-05T17:50:00

2009-07-14T04:14:08Z

I feel like I need space from everyone. Why have things become so boring..

allourbones @ 2009-07-04T21:48:00

2009-07-14T00:50:20Z

A good night to fall in love with food all over again.
I won't answer my phone, you call it all you want.

allourbones @ 2009-06-30T01:49:00

2009-07-07T07:14:37Z

I thought I could find you,
If I never closed my eyes.

allourbones @ 2009-06-22T01:11:00

2009-06-22T08:12:13Z

I am not your fucking object and I don't take it lightly when something referenced to me is coming out of YOU. I'm hurting. Can't you see that?

allourbones @ 2009-06-16T20:08:00

2009-06-17T03:11:27Z

Keeping quiet is hard.
Cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start.

allourbones @ 2009-06-13T23:57:00

2009-06-17T02:35:33Z

All I do is think, and all I think about is one thing.
I had much more reasoning then, than I do now. But really; What can you do?
It just bugs me when you tell someone something and merely because of their own poor assumptions they think something else. Even my closest of friends think I have hidden motives and really. there's nothing to it. I don't keep anyone as more than a friend and this is exactly why.
I'm sickened.

allourbones @ 2009-06-11T02:02:00

2009-06-17T02:29:56Z

All this talking all the time and the air fills up, up, up until there's nothing left to breathe.

allourbones @ 2009-06-04T01:22:00

2009-06-17T02:08:24Z

Dorming with Bri, hanging out with gay people, and being right by the beach.
San Francisco sounds pretty perfect, eh?

allourbones @ 2009-06-02T10:06:00

2009-06-17T02:06:46Z

Such distance from our friends,
like a scratch across a lens,
made everything look wrong from anywhere we stood.

allourbones @ 2009-05-31T21:40:00

2009-06-01T04:39:55Z

Never understood how someone could be your best friend and your worst enemy all at once until now. She's literally tearing everything apart and doesn't have a clue, even when I hand her one.

allourbones @ 2009-05-26T22:02:00

2009-05-29T05:02:43Z

How dumb of me.

allourbones @ 2009-05-20T19:25:00

2009-05-26T02:29:39Z

I love having guy friends and all, since they're less drama and easier for me to relate to.. but holy hell. Sometimes it's hard for me to relate to any gender. I look around, and everyone treats everyone like crap. If only I could prove that I'm different.

allourbones @ 2009-05-17T09:10:00

2009-05-26T02:24:47Z

A faint sign of loneliness is starting to settle in.
and I don't really care to know anyone but you.

allourbones @ 2009-05-16T01:03:00

2009-05-26T02:18:22Z

I'm gonna make you, if you don't love me.
If you don't love me, that don't make it true.
And I'm gonna place you so high above me.

allourbones @ 2009-05-11T22:08:00

2009-05-26T02:15:37Z

Finally with the people I love most. It's like everytime I come here, I'm saved all over again. Kaitlyn is the most amazing person in the world.

allourbones @ 2009-05-02T02:19:00

2009-05-26T02:07:26Z

Such a corroded, vile thing I'm turning out to be.
I need to start following my own advice.

allourbones @ 2009-04-30T03:58:00

2009-05-26T01:56:38Z

So long to the days you grow sad of.

allourbones @ 2009-04-28T11:22:00

2009-05-26T01:48:59Z

I love love love confusing the crap out of people.
Reminds me that I still have potential and I'm not half as dumb as you make me feel.

allourbones @ 2009-04-25T01:41:00

2009-05-26T01:45:29Z

And I claim I'm not excited with my life anymore
So I blame this town, this job, these friends, the truth is it's myself
And I'm trying to understand myself and pinpoint who I am
When I finally get it figured out, I've changed the whole damn plan

Oh noose,
tied myself in.
tied myself too tight.

allourbones @ 2009-04-22T17:34:00

2009-05-25T00:39:31Z

I am confined in this pit. SOMEONE. PLEASE. HELP.

allourbones @ 2009-04-20T17:32:00

2009-05-25T00:33:24Z

My memory is getting horrible and I realized today that I can no longer do a lot of things I used to be capable of doing. So tonight, Chase and I will be re-loading my brain and I will once again, become awesome. At this point, I really really really need to start learning to love myself.

Oh, and Happy Birthday Hitler.

allourbones @ 2009-04-13T10:27:00

2009-05-25T00:27:15Z

So long, filthy thoughts.
But I'll have to admit I've become very comfortable with letting people down.